hubby gets a few bonuses each year, and since we are a single income house, that money usually just sits in the bank until we slowly start depleting it as bills grow and small emergencies arise. but hubby and i talked about it, and we agreed i could spare a small (tiny, teeny) chunk of it to prepare myself for my professional internship that i'll be starting this semester. nothing too fancy, just a couple of nice outfits to wear and some good makeup so i won't have raccoon eyes and smeared lips when i visit all my after lunch patients.
as i ran around town getting the best deals on this lipstick and those shoes, i started thinking about life right now. and i think i am absolutely the happiest i have ever been. i'm graduating in may this year, i'm just a couple of weeks away of starting a real internship in something i've been working toward for 6 years. i'm doing well with my new year's resolutions- i'm down five pounds and my skin has never looked better! i've struck a good balance between gaming and tv time and studying for my comprehensive exams. i spend all day with my adorable kittens and all evening with my amazing hubby, who was recently promoted to job that makes him excited to work each and every day. and now, i have cute dresses and department store make up, to boot. life. is. good.
BUT. oh man, in 5 months, my life is going to change in major way! and yes, supposedly it's going to change for the better. in theory. but theory does not always translate to real life. need i reminded you of the failed experiment we call communism. things are so good and i'm so happy right now, that i can't imagine anything better. thus, any change will be bad and i want to reject it...
i know that isn't logical and being out of school will probably be great. but i'm starting to get pretty freaked out...(emphasis on pretty, cause seriously- between my new skin care regime and that fancy pants foundation, i'm looking good today!)...
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